What makes you nervous?
The thing that makes me nervous is being idle like a car is running with the engine on and burning precious fuel but not moving. Us like vehicles aren’t meant to live our lives in Park or idle modes.
Lately, I’ve been in the idle mode that is quite uncomfortable so I’m using the time to plan a move back up north because Texas is not benefiting me nor I it. Moving into an area with marginal inventory for my price point is creating nervousness as well. If it works, my cost of living expenses will decrease substantially although not far from the shores of northern Lake Michigan.
In the past, I have used the time to rest up and clean up myself and my home. Was planning on closing my online closet today but someone wants me to wait for her to buy an item from my inventory. Will try again when things move closer.
Been approved by Uber background checks that were more involved than I thought, I can transport politicians to celebrities but I don’t think that they want to ride in a Toyota Corolla so I can deliver food from restaurants to customers. I will rely on this income if the above fails.
Life is meant to be lived when my time comes, I’ll be thanking our Creator for the ride. Deliberate idleness is wasting precious time. Being idle makes me nervous.
Leslie Elizabeth David.
The Magnificent Modern Mature Woman 