Moving Back to a Place of Difficult Times

Most recently, I have decided to not move to the New England area but to move to northern Michigan which is probably one of most hardest decisions ever. Moving up north was/is the last thing I ever thought I would do. Why? You ask. A few days ago, I had a strong sensation that couldn’tContinue reading “Moving Back to a Place of Difficult Times”

The End of My Rope

When I reached my limit of unnecessary stress of things that should have been fixed or not doing things to avoid problems and/or additional work, my patience runs out quickly and my attitude changes promptly. I bite my tongue to the point of bleeding so I won’t say anything that I will have to apologizeContinue reading “The End of My Rope”

Relationships

Growing up, I always dreamt about and wanted to be in a solid relationship with a good man. During my childhood, I have had a relationship with my Dad that was far from perfect thus had influenced on my relationships with men. It involved mental abuse and threats of physical abuse from him. It wasContinue reading “Relationships”

Telling the Truth

Being born premature with a host of issues growing up, I got dealt with some problems that can only be resolved truthfully and honestly from myself and others. It did help my progression to live a better life medically and socially. Later on in years, my parents and my siblings would continually speak about thingsContinue reading “Telling the Truth”

Stronger

”What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger stand a little taller..” lyrics from the song, “Stronger” by Kelly Clarkson which has become my anthem during challenging times. My friendship with a person who I met at work in west Michigan who moved there from Vermont to find a husband. Initially, we hit off as friendsContinue reading “Stronger”

Please Don’t Bother Me…Thanks.

Because I am different than most people being born prematurely, I am considered to be a “free spirit.” For most of my life, I have been threatened, harassed, played, treated like I’m dumb, and the list goes on because I’m smaller than the “average” American plus I’m not part of the “crowd” or general populationContinue reading “Please Don’t Bother Me…Thanks.”

Stress

Stress is defined in this context as physical, mental, emotional strain or tension that is caused by a situation, occurrence or factor per Dictionary.com. For the past month or so, a business has been put charges on my credit card although i have canceled the service multiple times plus my financial institution has finally blockedContinue reading “Stress”