Sometimes, I would like to not be so different of being a, “free spirit,” to one not so free. In other words, there’s times when I want to be like others.
In the next few years, I’ll be moving from an area where the population density is 17 million people in a region that is bigger than Connecticut to an area that barely makes 30k people who surround a huge inland lake in the winter to up to 100k in the summer. Most of the population were born and raised there unlike me. Plus, you add my, “free spirit,” will be fitting in as challenging as it was before.
The big differences are that I won’t be under parental control so I can follow my intuition freely. From that, I can talk about things that I couldn’t before. Plus, through Facebook, I have an unexpected ally who is much like me who isn’t afraid to the truth. Although, sometimes folks in a small town don’t understand someone who is free spirited and who didn’t grow up there.
In closing, changing my spirit from being free to more controlled might make life easier but not necessarily better. Time will tell. My intuition knows it’s happening although there’s many unanswered questions at this time.
Desire to fit in sometimes.
Leslie Elizabeth David.
The Magnificent Modern Mature Woman 